I hope I get my motivation back after I've graduated high school... Whenever I try to create something now it's just... "meh", this isn't even fun. I draw pretty much every day, but it's not as it was before. I only have a few weeks left of high school now and I feel so mentally exhausted and I hope that is why I don't have much motivation for anything else. It's about 4 weeks left until I will graduate but the grades will be set 25th May, after that I can't do much more so a lot of weight will lift from my shoulders then.

And after I graduate it's time for college! But that seems like a lot more fun at least. I visited a college a few weeks ago and it looked really cool. The whole college is gathered in one place, which they said was quite unusual in Sweden. Here's a picture of the campus.



But the program that I want to study won't start until fall 2013, which is perfect for me. I will get time to rest and maybe even get my driver license, I also have extended high school by a few months to finish math or else I wouldn't manage to do that. I frikkin hate math and I won't remember I thing, I can promise you that. But might as well finish it now...

Anyway, the program I'm curious about is the Comic- and Story-picture program. When I visited, one of the teachers showed us around and the art studio looked perfect! It was kind of like a basement and all the students had their own seat with a light table. Drawings hanged on the walls and on strings from the ceiling. I saw sketches of comics and characters on the tables, it was so awesooome xD I think me friend could see my fascination too, she was like "Wow, you like this don't you? Your eyes are sparkling". Everything went so fast tho, I don't even think we stayed in the room for even a minute, which sucked.

And it's one straight train ride to the city where the college is located and then some time to walk, I would guess it  takes about 2-3 hours to get there from where I live. The things I'm worried about the is the economical part and finding my way around there XC I felt so incredibly small walking around the campus, this is also scary as hell. I've never lived by myself or done something this big all by myself, but at the same time I want to get away from here. I don't need to worry about that yet tho.

That's all I had to say about that. I do some kind of art update too but as I have said, not much is going on there. I will finish one project this summer, but that's nothing I post on this account. Hopefully I get more inspiration to draw so I have more to post here, meanwhile I tend to post sketches and other things on my Tumblr - [link]

That's all, thanks for reading!